I am almost 15 and I have never had a GF before? All the girls I have ever come in contact with have been mean?

Plus it has gotten to the point now that I sort of "hate" women ( sure as hell am NOT gay), and it is also to where I have gotten a mite scared of them too. Plus i don't really go anywhere, or have the latest pairs of nikes and i do not sag my pants. Plus I like frontier/western stuff, I play videogames like the Legend of Zelda, and I am concerned about the climate and what's happening with the Country and world, not what is happening this weekend. Plus even if a female was to pt a call on me, I reckon that I'd be scared to death.(Even though they don't do that.) Plus i'm quiet and shy. I'm not ugly, but I'm not perfect, @ not exactly Fabio either......